Most of my family died in the holocaust. That is just a fact. This fact is not accepted by how good a people they were or if there is a right for life and happiness.
Nature does not judge. It just gives you consequences to actions on a larger scale. Sometime it may appear to be luck and sometime a terrible accident.
When there is a cold blade on you or in you, do not think of your rights. Just do what is needed to keep yourself and your loved ones safe.
Crutches come in all shapes and sizes and the more we let go of them. The more we are free to think and do what is needed.
That said. Your prayers are actions as well. Resolving to a view of the world with the way you can explain it leaves out many holes where logic does not seem to rule. Keep your faith and keep your breathing going.
Live your life and avoid letting others make you live it their way.